Life changed.. again..

This year january changed our lives forever.. brought a tiny human being that still has me thinking.. truly..why do we have kids..? because we get bored with ourselves..? because we forget what innocence is?! because our family wants us to? because the biological clock is ticking? because we owe it to the survival of species.? because it gives legitimacy to our relationship? because it makes us feel important? because we want to see what the cocktail of me and my best friend looks like..?

perhaps i still don't know cos the tiny one hasn't really started communicating.. his curious eyes look at us with the same intensity as they look at the wall.. he smiles at us as sweetly as he does to his mobile.. it'd be a long while, or perhaps never, when he'd say "ma i love you" and mean it too..